Fandom: Real Person Fic: CW
Characters/Pairings: Jared/Jensen, also Jensen/Danneel
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content, infidelity, alcohol use, and language
Word Count: 8,402
Author’s Note: Written for salt_burn_porn.
Summary: Jared made a promise to himself: if he's going to be this person, he is going to be fully aware of it. He isn't going to pretend Jensen will leave his wife any moment or that he means more than she does or that he can be upset about any of this when he's the one who came along and fucked everything up. He is taking what he can get.
(Hi, guys. I'm sorry I have been AWOL on LJ lately, both in posting and in commenting. I've been having a lot of trouble writing, and it's given me some LJ-related anxiety that I've been...not quite taking a break from, but trying to reduce for a little bit. I have missed countless posts and birthday wishes and I love you all and miss you if I don't see you on other platforms, and I hope to be better about this soon. ♥ This isn't a real entry but maybe I will make one soon. Life is happening so much lately!!)
(Yes, I know I failed spn_j2_bigbang this year. It was a really hard thing to do, but I got to the point where I have a story I'm really happy with so far, and in order to make it into the challenge, I was going to have to rush the ending and drop the ball on it. I decided to take some more time. That said, I *will* still be posting Sensory Overload, which will be epic (the longest thing I've ever written, in fact) and have OODLES of BEYOND AMAZING ART by dollarformyname. It's just not going to be for that challenge. Which is a bummer, because this is my first time not doing bigbang since I got into fandom. :(((( But it's going to be a better story for me taking more time, so I appreciate your patience and promise it will be up, hopefully soon. As I said, there's been a lot of anxiety for me around writing lately, and one of the things I decided was that I need to take some of the stress out of it, let it feel fun again and not like a second job. I am really happy that people are excited to read the story, but I would also really appreciate not receiving anymore messages telling me I didn't post and asking when it will be up. It will be up. I promise. I don't know when. Believe me, I am aware of when I miss fic deadlines and find it depressing enough without reminders.)
(Please continue your regularly scheduled squeeing over how great J2 are being at Minncon today. ♥___♥)